Questions nobody asks. #1

There’s more churches than 7-Elevens in this country?! I guess that’s possible. And churches and cathedrals all over Europe from eversince. More than castles. Yet look at the state the ‘CIVILISED’ world is in. Have I ever seen a “Church of Satan”?? Have you? Things are so bad that they say that Jesus himself is going to come back to clean up the whole mess. Ever wonder where Satan is hiding?. . . In plain sight. And continually building monuments to an idea that parishoners and Heathens alike pay lip service, Big time.

Sports Dynasty mirrors Human historyonics

The Randomness of Quantum Physics
Illustrates itself in the Exegence after a ballgame or
During the contest, then magnified in mass Exit
Of Encapsulated energy forms moving
In different Directions
Through similar Dual purpose portals
360 Degrees around,180 Degrees Opposed
To each other

Human Energy, itself a Universe of Energy
Exiting thru Strategic routes
From and to Reality
Being driven in similar Opposite
Or Closely Oblique Directions
Heading straight or stopping, detouring
All with the same Objective
Getting to the same Place :
Different Pillows on different sides
Of the Same or different Beds

Thoughts are things, procreative beings.

When I write the mud in my head settles and afterwards, I can see clearly.

I Remember seeing Oprah say about her shows, that she had interviewed thousands of people, I think it was two hundred and thirty seven thousand people ?! and the one thing they all had in common was that they were “looking for validation” .

I found that really bizarre, because in my life I had developed a sort of existential attitude, ‘ you win some and you lose some ‘ and what does it matter to anybody just as long as you are satisfied with your efforts, however feeble. “To venture forth is to live. Let waning energy be my harness .”

Maybe I was a Zen Master and didn’t know it.

Today I found out that I do need validation. I’ve just minutes ago found that the stubborn pioneer spirit of forging ahead on that lonely quest that is a seedling idea growing in my mind at the time, has always been rewarded with validation unrecognized as such; The successful initiation of any journey is my two part validation: The first is, the undertaking of a journey, the outcome of which is unknown, and second is the results of beginning that undertaking.

Only because someone very dear to me made fun of my spirit of adventure, and for the first time I experienced a physical sensation, because of their remarks about me, did I take stock and look for validation within myself.

And here’s the however: If my book had already been on the book shelves for any length of time , ANY. . . comments would have meant nothing to me, in true Zen student fashion. But since I had signed off on the Galley Proof, but not on the cover design, an off-hand remark, resonated within me and enlightenment came to me after the mud settled. That experience made me realize that we are all seeking validation. And that’s what life is all about. Validation.  “ I think therefore I am. ”   And I might add, “I write to give my thoughts an extended Lifespan ”  It’s an exchange in cosmic currency; My thoughts living in other peoples’ minds,the more original the longer the lifespan, complete with the possibility of endless resurrection if puzzling or hypnotic enough.

 

Speak for yourself.

So many of our blogging buddies use the phrase, “ We are all sinners.” as if reminding us of some Theory already proven and Q>E>D‘d. Well speak for yourself all you sinners I say. I am as much a sinner as the planted orange seed that grows and ‘yields’ orange fruit is a sinner. And the same for strawberries and apple seeds ‘yielding’ fruit of their own kind are sinners. Now if an orange seed was to ‘yield’ a crop of strawberries every year or a snake is born with two heads and ‘yields’ a circus thousands of dollars, is the orange tree and the snake sinners??! Who made them that way? I didn’t make myself, I wouldn’t know how to. If you see yourselves as sinners that’s your prerogative, you sin conscious people. All I know for sure about myself is that I am a humble earthling at the whim and fancy of all creation/creators, and I gratefully appreciate everything in and about life and my unknown lifespan.. . (Note the use of the word, Yield )